everything what was in my head for 3 months...

well...i`ll need to tell smone about that everything... it seems i have nobody real to tell this everything, but...
BUT...
but i need to tell this to smone, who doesn`t have eyes and cannot look at me with scaring making me guilty



so... that started some months ago... and hopefully it finished some weeks ago...
first u was so nice, so ...


no, u was the same all the time...


no u was not
u was different all the time...
whata heck, i even know why, but it seems u have 2 ppl inside ur head

and i rly loved u...


no


u was the most important person in the world for me. u WAS

but the problem is, that i couldn`t imagine, which person was leading in ur head at this moment
and cuz of this smtimes i said rly weird stuff and seemed mean...

yea, u was
that`s right, u just was
and i even do not know, if it was better if i met u or i didn`t
if u didn`t add me on fb or i didn`t block u on skype
i do not want to think about it



now u .
i love u
i rly do
and i said that u feel the same
and i could see it in ur actions
u said i want u
idk if i did
ik that it was jokes
and u also know what i was thinking
the time with u at 3am and the whole day in the mall was the best with u
i love u crazy
it was rly fun
i did everything for me
u always was with me
and i tryed to hepl u with all ur problems
thank u very much, i love u


u
i do not love u
i even cannot say i like u
but i love u as a person
it is so pleasant talking to u
i have no idea why u r not answering me now
u r a great person
u did everything for me
u made urself unhappy, just for making me happy
great thank u for this
but this everything was kinda weird
im not used for this
and it is
or maybe it was


u
we met not so long time ago
and u was rly weird
but funny
but after some time that started being mean
but wen i was  leaving in tears i saw ur eyes
and they said everything
and only after that, u typed it on skype




3.andy
1..no reason to type ur name
3. chris
4. hao